Um... long story.

Hold on, Let me just copy and paste it here from the conversation I've already had with my friend.

"So, because the School's interface is... not the best, I have a few missing assignments and Absences? Even though I've never missed a class? Nani??? So, my mom has gotten some emails and calls, and got on my case about it. She was really upset, and I was... surprisingly not upset? I think it's because I've been trying to weaken my emotional tie with her and... it worked? But I know it's not healthy and I don't know how to feel. Oh yeah, she's also taken away my phone and restricted me from communicating with any of my friends. ._. And probably the worst thing is that I still feel suicidal, so that's great."

"No, I actually don't feel much of anything right now. Which... is a bit unnerving? Like, I feel the tightness in my chest that comes with sadness and stuff, but none of the... well, anything. Just like a huge null."

Well, there's more, but that's really the gist of it.

But... I don't feel sad.

That's the problem.

I didn't expect so many people to, you know, care.

Thanks.

I'm so confused as to why you all are here.