-the way I am
12 comments
brihanna[OP]
08.02.2022 01:13
Linkmy goal.. i prolly to change who i am
not completly on the things i like and stuff but i hate having social anxiety with ppl i know. i hate seeing my friends hanging out without me bc I am a fvcking chicken to go over there just bc i think i am annoying or i should leave them be. i hate how I think EVERYONE is judging me when i know they r not. i hate walking down the halls and hearing ppl talk and OFC I think they r talking about ME when they r NOT!! i hate how i am being annoying to everyone I hate feeling alone I hate how everything changed Im feeling more sad. i just.. i hate this so fvcking much! i want the pain to go away but i dont know wht to do... is it just me...?
brihanna[OP]
08.02.2022 01:15
Linki want to be able to walk up to my friends without having second thoughts because THATS wht ruined my relationship with someone i want to change everything about me, so i can make my family actually love me, i wish i wasnt useless i wish i wasnt ugly i wish i dont panic every fcking time someone talks to me i hate it sm!! i wish i could make at least my mom proud of me, but no!
brihanna[OP]
08.02.2022 01:28
Linkalso ill try less to post vents and stuff like that and ill TRY to be more talkative with my friends
brihanna[OP]
08.02.2022 01:28
Linkalso srry i cant get on dis i wish i wasnt grounded but ofc my dumass mom grounded me for the most stupid reason ill try getting it back tho
brihanna[OP]
08.02.2022 01:33
Linkalso @friends irl if i dont rlly talk its not just bc im sad most of the time its bc i dont know wht to say or whatever so
no bri its fine you are amazing just the way you are wich is being you
well they are wrong they are just rude and dont listen to you, they dont understand you, dont change your amazing have and are always going to be amazing.
:) im happy to have you as a freind :D also the g a e mushroom group always helps one another.