I’m crying
by:
AlaskaFolfena 
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05.08.2019
11 comments
NeapolitanDog
05.08.2019 21:59
LinkAre u ok 😔
AlaskaFolfena[OP]
05.08.2019 22:00
LinkYeah ig
NeapolitanDog
05.08.2019 22:00
LinkNo ur not
AlaskaFolfena[OP]
05.08.2019 22:01
LinkI am, just kinda sad.
So for each of my deceased rats, I have a song. There is always a song in my head, and these were the songs in my head when each of them passed.
Willow- why did you have to go? By aurora
Hachiko- outside the realm by big giant circles
Luna- aftermath from stranger things
Aftermath just played in my head and now I’m crying. I miss them so much
I have one rat left. Benji. She’s lovely and sweet, but everything feels so different since the trio died. They all had their own personalities. Willow was greedy and affectionate, Hachi was confident and bonding, Luna was sweet and shy. Together they created the best group ever. When willow died, it felt strange, but I still had 2 left. Hachi died, and being down to one from the litter was quite strange, but I thought I’d have a while with Luna before she passed. Turns out she got a stroke the next day and died in my arms. Now all three are gone. Nothing will ever be the same it feels. Their personalities, their cuteness. I loved them. You get really attached to rats, but they don’t live long at all. The worst thing is just how weird everything feels without my trio
When David died in Shaun Of The Dead that is almost the exact way one of my friends died. Ripped, disembowed and everything she was everywhere, all over the floor.... Head, legs, guts. It was horrible
That doesn’t really help but thanks for trying and sorry for your loss
I would honestly recommend Shaun of the Dead. It's like a zombie film but one of the main characters is bit by a zombie and the two remaining characters and the one who is bit are locked in a cellar with the zombies on top of them, but when they find a way that leads to the streets the one that is bit insits it would be better for him to stay in the cellar, an he deis
The way Shaun delt with his death is a very good way and the film helped me to get over people's losses
I’m not really interested in movies right now. I already have a watch list for the holidays. Thanks for the suggestion though, might check it out.