ever on and on i continue circling with nothing but my hate and the carousel of agony till slowly i forget and my heart starts vanishing and suddenly i see that i cant break free im slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity with nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony to tell me who i am!who i was! uncertainly enveloping my mind till i cant break free and!

maybe its a dream? maybe nothing else is real? but it would'nt mean a thing if i told you how i feel so im tired of all the pain all the misery inside and i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night you could tell me what to say you could tell me where to go but i doubt that i would care and my heart would never know if i make another move there'll be no more turning back cause everything would change and it all would fade to black

will tomorrow ever come? will i make it through the night? will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? am i hurting? am i sad? should i stay or should i go? i've forgotten how to tell did i ever even know? can i take another step? i've done everything i can all the people that i see they will never understand if i find a way to change if i step into the light then i'll never be the same and it all will fade to white

This time You're not hurting me! This time I will take a stand! All the hatred in my eyes building up an evil plan Standing lonely in the night, with the darkness by my side Looking deep inside myself, and revealing only fright If I make another move, if I take another step Then It would all fall apart, there'd be nothing of me left If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?

Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am? I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten If I can If I open up my eyes, there'll be no more going back 'Cause I'll throw it all away and it all will fade to black

So I'm back here once again? So I'm back here once again? Can I ever make a change? Will my heart begin to mend? Would you love me If I go? It feels like a heart attack But still everything's the same and it all just fades to black