SometimesIamdeadtomyemotions
12.04.2020
30 comments
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 05:39
LinkYou okay?
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 05:41
LinkNo I'm not okay.
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 05:43
LinkYou can tell me anything and ill be here to listen
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 05:44
LinkReally? That's what others said and they just pushed me away like I was some broken toy.
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 05:46
LinkIll be here to help you I promise
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 05:47
Link...I'm not sure why but I believe you...
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 05:48
LinkI've been lied to so many times by people I trusted, telling me they would be there for me and they would help me only to be left behind in the dark in which I stayed...I don't know if I can live with this anymore...
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 05:49
LinkJust tell me if you feel sad and i'll help
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 05:50
LinkThank you, I've never trusted anyone much except my girlfriend but she is alseep and she wouldn't want to see my like this...
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 05:53
LinkDo you feel a little better now?
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 05:54
LinkYes and no, I still feel left behind and outcasted.
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 05:56
LinkEveryone can be a outcast sometimes
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 05:58
LinkI was the person who was always around the corner by chance but I was called a stalker, I feel like this world chose me to be a loser...
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 06:01
LinkI doubt myself all the time but I manage to always stay happy
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 06:02
LinkThe only thing that makes me happy is my girlfriend and I can't even see her anymore since she moved and this god damn quarantine shit isn't helping.
NeKoWeEbUwU
12.04.2020 06:16
LinkThats sad Im sorry that happened
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
12.04.2020 06:17
LinkI wasn't there to say goodbye either...
I don't know how and I don't know when but I changed, I changed for the worse and it is irreversible, I try to get help, I beg for it by crying out in my head to people to look past the face and into the soul, to see who I really am, but nobody seems to hear me, I'm alone all the time and I have never had anyone to help me, I try to help the best I can to keep others away from my life but I only make things worse, it's okay if you hate me, most people do and I am sorry...I just want help...
maybe try explaining this to your girlfriend partly, that might help
Thank you, it means a lot to me that people like you exist and actually want to help...I'm greatful...
