this is a continuation of the situation I typed, so the tw for manipulation still stands

she came back today after being gone for 3 days she's gone so much these days for "mental health" breaks to avoid her work do i get to take breaks? no is schoolwork ever easy on my mental health? no does it help that she's never there for a class in which i require her assistance to get the work done on time? no and every time i try to tell her how horrible doing 3 complicated research projects/essays in a row is she just comes up with an excuse while talking all jokingly and lighthearted that makes me feel like a terrible person like "i had a mental breakdown" or today "someone in my family died" who the hell died then and why would you be acting so cheery if they just died how would you not at least get emotional thinking about it much less talking about it especially if it caused you to be at home for 3 days (cont-)

AND I SWEAR TO GOD LEAVE THAT POOR GIRL ALONE YOU ***** SHE'S GOING THROUGH SO MUCH RIGHT NOW SHE DOESN'T NEED YOU BREAKING HER HEART DON'T ASK ME IF YOU SHOULD KEEP TEXTING HER AND DON'T SAY YOU'RE GONNA DO IT ANYWAYS WHEN I SAY DON'T STOP SAYING YOU NEED VALIDATION I WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE THAN HAPPY GIVING YOU ALL MY LOVE AS A FRIEND AT LEAST FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO GET IT FROM GET A HOBBY SOMETHING JUST STOP USING INNOCENT GIRLS FOR YOUR OWN SICK, TWISTED PLEASURE AND DON'T TRY TO SAY YOU ACTUALLY LOVED ANY OF US YOU ADMITTED YOU WERE STRAIGHT YOU ADMITTED YOU ONLY EVER SAW US AS FRIENDS YOU LITERALLY SAID TO MY FACE "I love toxic relationships!! 🤪🤪" I DON'T CARE HOW "MENTALLY ILL" OR "LONELY" YOU ARE I WILL SCREAM AT YOU IF YOU CONTINUE THIS ANY LONGER I WILL TELL YOU WHAT A MONSTER YOU ARE