not well but thanke for asking

shore, i mean...i guess?? basically im feeling useless again and taken advantage over, thus my bf, he is usually very nice and always cares about me, then my dad said something about it and then i noticed he was....like, brainwashing me i guess, there is a fancy word i dont remember but yeah, and i guess no one cares about the fact of that i in a hell of a lot of pain and my medication is making it worse and stuff and everyone just dosent get that when i hide its to get away and im not just trying to say i hate something sorry this is long...