DUDE I ACCIDENTALLY JUST DELETED MY ENTIRE ****ING PARAGRAPH ARE YOU KIDDING ME

im not rewriting all of that but what i basically said was to be fair my friends DO show affection by being physical but to eachother and not really me and thats fine its not the fact that im not getting a hug or whatever thats bothering me its the fact that im being excluded from it all and im sure my friends dont have bad intent but it just feels inevitable like they all just feel more comfortable around other people and theres nothing i can do but stand there and watch maybe i'm just overthinking it but its been bugging me real bad and im too scared to tell my friends whats wrong because it just sounds needy or selfish

and so i write all this in hopes that one of them will find it somehow and figure out second hand because i cant bring myself to tell them directly

anyways i finally got 4 kitty bats im currently trying to make a neon

oh my GOD

whhat are you taking about brah there’s nothing ther…😳😳😳😳😳😳