Listen to me! Something is holding me back! Depression's total hold of me it's got a tight grip I tried to slip through it but I'm not the right fit My body is heavy and I hate it I look at my self I can't love it This thing that is holding me is a monster can you see it! Lies always flow when I say that I'm fine I want someone to help me but no one can! I'm breaking then broken and can't be fixed You hear me crying but you never listen Lines on my skin sting with pain But I'm used to it The scars on my skin are not a good sign.... So many time I wanted to DIE But all of this love is holding me back And... Well I'm Depressed... Some have it worse I'm not seeking Attention... I'm seeking... Help Don't think this is a lie cuz it's NOT I am hurting and hurting a lot! I try not to think about it... But Bullies and death and loved ones Gone.... Hatred and anger Has got me lost The thought of a bullet blowing out my brains is scary b