I have a confession.. So, over the time of the last few weeks, i have.... I'm completly sleep deprivedd. and i barely eat, at all. i've started to see things, and, i just cant forget about it. i stopped sleeping and, i dont eat anything but a small bag of celery each day. I know why this is happening. my sub-concious, is telling me im not- im, ugly, and this started to make me depressed. and i stopped eating to look, well, better, but no. i turned pale last week and passed out. turns out... i wasnt eating enough and apperently, the celery was rotten, yet looked fresh. i've hid this for a long time and, i had no idea if anybody could do anything to help. my mom decided, i cant talk to any friends who i talk to irl, she thinks that they influenced me, but that was my stupid decision. i didnt tell her cuz i thought she would get mad, and she still doesnt know..