I'm numb to you


7 comments

SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
17.04.2021 12:34
LinkSo let's get this straight.
I know I'm a dick.
I know I can be an asshole.
Alright? I admit that.
But you can't keep dwelling on the past.
It'll only bring you down.
So, be numb to the pain like I am.
No feeling, no pain.

SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
17.04.2021 12:36
LinkSo.
I'm numb to you.
Even talking to you makes me want to cry because I know I did wrong, but you did too.
I was your friend.
Looks like I was just another tool for someone to use instead.

SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
17.04.2021 12:38
LinkDon't try to talk to me for a while if you see this.
I've already done things to myself that are...questionable and concernable...for my past behavior.

SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
17.04.2021 12:40
LinkOne more thing.
I hate everything and everyone.
It's who I am.
So, if you ever get hate speech from me, and this is to everyone, don't take it personally unless it is something YOU did.

you were never a 'tool' for someone and or me to use
im sorry that every time i try and give you good advice or try to come together and talk peacefully about this stuff you yell at me
If we want to forgive each other, please for the love of god, listen to me. Just you and me need to sort this all out privately.