I literally told my friend that i was dude now and a few minutes later she purposely calls me by my stupid deadname. like, literally. when i was telling her how i will look different due to testosterone and chest surgery before then, she and another stupid girl kinda chuckled. which made me wanna claw out their vocal cords. she gives me really transphobic vibes and now i don't wanna be her friend but my loyal ass won't let me break up the friendship until i am 100% sure but she makes so uncomfy now.