THE SHIT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST WASENT OK I UNDERSTAND THAT BUT I TOLD YOU THAT I HATED PAST ME I SAID THOSE DAMN SLURS CAUSE YOU MENTIONED THEM AND YOUR MAKING ME PISSED OFF YES I FAKED SUICIDE MORE THAN ONCE YES I WAS ATTENTION SEEKING THAT AT THAT TIME YES I GUILT TRIP I WASENT GUILT TRIPPING HORNET I WAS TRYING TO EXPRESS FEELINGS BUT ITS COMPLETELY COMPLICATED WHEN YOUR LITERALLY IN MORE THAN ONE STRESSFUL EVENT YES IM A SHITTY FRIEND YES I GET OFFENDED EASILY NO I CANT CONTROL MY SENSITIVITY SO IF YOU DONT MIND I WOULD LIKE TO GO BACK TO MY NORMAL LIFE AND TRY TO CHANGE ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO BECAUSE I HAVE NO WAY TO TELL THE TRUTH BUT THROUGH ACTIONS OR EMOTIONS AND YES I UNDERSTOOD HOW I FVCKED UP IN THE PAST YES IM A VERY SHITTY PERSON FOR DOING STUFF IN THE PAST AND IM NOT HAPPY FOR IT IM LEARNING ITS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FOR ME THAN YOU

AND ITS VERY STRESSFUL TO BE IN A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN I LOVE VERY MUCH

I have ive tried apologizing no one fvcking cares id rather them talk shit about me I deleted the apology post because they never help

Ive tried that i was going to change but its hard when ppl are literally being assholes about my past

Ill try approaching an apology it wont do shit because it turns into more drama

I cant step away my acc is already as dead as i picked flower imma just apologize and move on

Im fvcking crying now

Mhm