God I hate myself. I’m not supposed to be this lewd at this age. I don’t want to be like this. I want to be better. But I don’t know how. She’s taken away all my privileges. I feel so small and weak. I hope me and [REDACTED]s relationship lasts past high school. I can see me living my life with her. And that’s some weird shit considering I’m a Sagittarius- Anyways, I don’t even know how to improve. I don’t know why I can’t do things right. I don’t know why I can’t just be a better person. I don’t know if I’m doing things right. I don’t know how to do things right. I don’t know if I’m gonna live a happy life. Sometimes I hope i live a very SHORT life. That is not a joke abt my height shut the ****

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