this close to crying

im having a bad day someone stole all my expensive makeup when we went to Os and now I look like crap and I wanna cry RIGHT NOW

I have 0 motivation to draw anymore

self esteem is very low keep getting teased by my parents about my apperance I DON'T KNOW WHAT BS IM SUPPOSED TO TAKE AND MY MOM WON'T CALL TRANSPIRTAION TO ASK AND I GET INTROUBLE WHEN I HAVE TO WALK HOME I DON'T HAVE A KEY I LEFT IT ON THE TABLE SO I CAN'T UNLOCK THE DOOR IF I DO WALK MY MOM BLOCKED MY ONLY WAY TO COMMUNICATE TO HER WHEN THERE'S AN EMERGENCY IM PANICKING AND SO STRESSED OUT FROM SCHOOL I HAVE TO GETSTRAIGHT GRADES BY TOMMOROW OR I GO TO SUMMER SCHOOL AND I CAN'T GET MY LISENCES UNTIL IM 18 MY MOM WON'T LET ME GET A JOB EVEN DURING THE SUMMER AND I HAVE NO MONEY ANYMORE,I HAVE NO FRIENDS AT SCHOOL ANYWAYS WHY WOULD I NEED MONEY GIRTHUYJK

okay thanks