gonna ruin my rep real quick
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Nighteye[OP]
19.04.2021 14:46
LinkAfter I say this you CAN unfollow me but I need to genuinely apologise.
Nighteye[OP]
19.04.2021 14:52
LinkTW: oversharing but I need to get this out.
My mom, is very disabled.
She has two bone on bone knees, stage 4 ovarian cancer, a hernia, and like,,... hh
but how she treated me was pretty bad, so I grew a hatred towards her and her illness (due to the fact it made me speed up my childhood along with the divorce)
At I time, I was ableist.
That sounds horrible, and I agree (I've changed now)
But I was on a high horse and hated her for "ruining my life" per say,
I didn't know what to blame my problems on (Spoil alert, it's actually my dad's fault!! lol) but I took out my anger and frustration on her. I made rude remarks to disabled people (not infront of them, I just held a grudge)
But I had NO RIGHT to do any of the things I did.
THIS HAS BEEN EATING ME ALIVE AND I STILL FEEL HORRIBLE 12 YEAR OLD ME WAS BUILT DIFFERENT HELP HELP HEL
Nighteye[OP]
19.04.2021 14:53
LinkSORRY THIS TOOK TOO LONG I CAN NOT brain process I looked at a squirrel outside for awhile
Nighteye[OP]
19.04.2021 14:54
LinkANYWAY WHAT I'M TRYNA SAY IS: IF I CAN CHANGE AND APOLOGISE THEN SO CAN PROMAGMA the difference between me and pm tho is I am cool and he smells like wet beef
man i cant imagine how hard it was to admit this. im proud of u dude <3
MANN I GET LITERAL ANXIETY JUST THINKIN ABOUT HAVING TO IDK ACCEPT THE CONSEQUENCES OF MY STUPID ACTIONS SO UR LIKE. A LITERAL ROLEMODEL
i forgive u bro,,
you’ve clearly changed and realised that ableism is wrong. good on u broski ^_^ /gen /lh
At least you can actually recognise what you did was wrong *slow glare to promagma*
i agree with rube-pantz, its good that youre acknowledging what you did was wrong and yeah poomagma </3
