Alright. I have no clue how to start this and I'm sorry if its shitty, but I am genuinely sorry, Kenny. I'm sorry if it seemed like I never cared. I did. I just didn't know how to say I did without sounding stupid. Which today, as I say it, sounds dumb, because your not going to sound stupid telling someone you care and you want to help them. But I guess that's what it felt like back then to me. I'm sorry if I'm like really annoying and immature. I hope I haven't killed off too many of your braincells just by you talking to me. I'm sorry about the people who sent you death threats and were awful to you. And once again, I'm sorry if it seemed like I never cared. I care a lot. Even if we haven't had the best past together, I'm hoping somehow I can redeem myself. If you ever need me, I'm here for you. If I ever make you uncomfortable, ill leave you alone. If I ever hurt you, let me know. I do genuinely care about you, Kenny. I hope you know that.

I'm sorry for stealing your art, too. At first, I was so inspired by your content that I did the exact same thing. I was a stupid 9-10 year old with no clue about any ****ing thing. And I am sorry. It won't happen again. But the problem was it had gotten to the point where I felt like I was stealing everything from you, and I credited everything and felt obligated to, or you'd be mad. If you haven't noticed, I'm a people pleaser. (I say sorry for everything, I don't put up fights without backing down and apologizing, etc.) But that isn't an excuse. I'm sorry for doing things that weren't right to do to you.