Indecisiveness is killing me

But i still feel no one cares about what i do here so like ima just make shitpost i guess because

Idk honest art to my liking is sitting in the corner usually

Ima stop saying "idk" its stupid and annoyingly repetitive like shhhhhh

Not even one comment from someone else will be here maybe cat child but thats all thanks for being here lol

I mean yeah now is dead but even when not ouch

I just dont wanna be lonely man but here i am talking to myself

Thats just sad

But hey im still alive but i want people to care i care for others or try but no one sees me as a help and i dont get what i give thats what i want sometimes

Its fine though because its not there job

But a lil distraction would be nice from continuing to distance myself

Can some random troll just comment and start being well a troll for gods sake kinda desperate

Man from good to bad

Moooooooood swing ?

I mean maybe i should be flattered good thoughts now

Idk someone was looking at me and we have small interactions and like hes pretty funny

But like he was give slight looks at me i would notice and it made my day nice but confusing

I saw mister hot sub hotter than ever then again i was sitting near the windows and the sun was roasting me -.-

Jk no i heard him speak i saw him smile for once and he likes rootbeer which is some random facts

His voice is like i actually wouldnt know how to describe it

But idk then again im here and there have these wild thoughts about lots of randooooooooos but uhmmm there isnt a lot of hotttys at my scool unfortunately.-.

Im seriously limiting the people i talk to and ughhh i wanna sttop but i dont im ruining things okay no no ima try