I've kinda had a rough time since I last posted here. Currently repeating a grade, everyone feels fake, I dont really have any friends/haven't made any friends, got hard rejected by my crush + she's ignoring me cuz she thinks im a creep and Im on the track to fail my exams

There have been a few positives though: I've started exercising more consistently, currently working on fixing my posture/being more aware of it, I have a graphics tablet now and I dont hate myself nearly as much as a used to

Plus I'm gonna graduate soon by any means necessary so I wont ever have to see any of those awful people again. Well maybe I'll bump into a few of them every now and then but I'll mostly be free from their fake kindess and their silent judgement.

Hey hey