I hate how clingy nd obsessive I can be

and annoying

I like to talk and I try to give the other person time to talk without talking their ear off and listening to them i just feel like my voice is ****ing annoying (I sound 12) and I dont really have a lot to talk about in ANY situation with ANYONE exept for like? Complaining about things and that's like just kinda boring and I don't wanna make anyone feel like my therapist besides flipanim but that doesn't count okay

I love talking to them even if they barely listen to a word I say. I love hearing them talk even if it's about h i m. I love talking my other friends ears off about them. UHRHFKFNFKFJF I just feel like im gonna wear them down with how I act sometimes and the many mistakes I make and I really don't want to lose them.

Me after saying obsessive things about them and being WAY too weird about it even though they r literally taken KEK xD I shudder everytime I think about cringe things I've done like that like actually. That shit was weird af of me! I mean to be fair I ws high but heh

And I think they kinda feel the same way about me and i THINK they like how I'm a bit obsessive over them bbbuuttt

I feel bad for what I did to them I just hope they forgive me xD I would probably actually like d o s o m e t h i n g b a d

I literally think about them all day I lowkey hate it but like idk they make me so happy when they talk to me and show that they actually wanna interact with me despite me being kinda obnoxious and strange! I love people who put effort into talking to me <33 I can be hard to talk to sometimes I know. Sometimes I don't want to talk to like anyone and I'll just be a dry talker but I promise it's usually never personal I just kinda don't wanna talk to them but i also don't want them thinking I DONT wanna tlak to them so I don't hurt their feelings or make them think it's their fault uhhhhhh