tbh im surprised i didnt go through with trying to ****ing end it all when i realized that ppl i thought i could trust had a ****ing gc dedicated to talking shit about me behind my back

that shit was all the way back in 2020 yet it scarred me so ****ing bad now i fear that a majority of my friends talk shit about me behind my back

the fact that the gc even existed in the first place says a lot maybe i AM better off dead idk

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