id rather dissociate for 8 hours at school than this and thats really saying something i just cant do this anhmore not right now i just cant ****ing do 3 more weeks of this i just need to leave like i srsly have to get up and go i literally tried strangling myself i just cant do it guys 🔥

what being alone does to soemome with bpd 🔥

findingout i have bpd has honestly been the biggest revelation of my life like ever because it makes so much sense and gives me an explanation for like everything ive ever done in my LIFE but also it ****ing SUCKS yolo ❤️‍🩹. but knowing about it is def a step in the right direction i think. but knowing the stigma around it idk whether a diagnosis would be good for me because ehhhhh.. and my parents would accuse me. theyd be like “but we’e treated you so well! we’re supportive!” and to that i say ehhh..

anywhas felt cute might delete this later if i remember. why does my sadness have a smell. like does anyone know whag i mean. like i just smell like the action of being sad right now im in my bed and i smell sad

I NEED TO LITERALLU GET OUT OF MY HEAD

OR I WILL GO EFFING INSANE

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