Even tho I don’t understand why he’s doing this to me I know that it’s supposed to to be a punishment but yet I don’t feel any negative feelings towards it I hate him and he hates me and he knows I know it but why me?

Most of the time I forget it’s a punishment and act like it’s normal when it’s not I feel like the worst part is that I can’t say anything about it to anyone accept everyone on here

I don’t understand why most of you still follow me