my mum is disappointed with me my sister, stepbrother and stepdad want me to spend more time with them my mum thinks I admire my dad and stepmum and think they're amazing- when they're really not my dad used to emotionally blackmail me i barely ever talk with my friends because of social anxiety anxiety is honestly ruining my life rn I literally want to die, generally. I don't think ANYONE knows what life is like for me rn