so ik ive been gone for a while (the post from the past 3 or 4 months were made by a friend in an effort to keep my account from dying)but ill be back to posting at least twice a day. what im about to say deals with some heavy topics so be warned. i have been in therapy and rehab for about 3 months due to a suicide attempt. i was almost successful in overdosing but survived. some thing did however go wrong which landed me in ICU after a surgery involving my lungs. i then had a down month which lead to therapy after several stitches needed in my wrists. if im being honest im not okay but i'll be here to take my mind off everything that ive been through. i wanted to say all the comments and fanart ive seen for me really, i love them all and i love YOU all. i hope every one is okay. i dont want anyone to have to go through what i did.if i do dissapear for a while it might be that i spiraled again or that i need another surgery. -love River xxx