why???!!! why would u ****ing care all my life I beleived everything will be alright but after tonight I feel like I've been living in a make believe world and I just now came back to reality all my cut scars are old and they are hurting for some reason i mean nothing in this ****ed up world sometimes i cry because i remember what people at school told me that im nothing but lesbian trash...and i am not even lesbian....

why?....