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spaceguts[OP]
05.12.2018 12:50
Linkmy parents threatened to take away my computer which means id lose
-contact to certain friends, many of them very close
-the ability to use flipanim
-my writing program
-my motivation to draw, write or animate
side effects:
-more of a chance i'd get caught with my tablet, meaning i wouldn't have the internet at all (and i'd be disconnected from my girlfriend, my best friends and the small community of people im trying to build up that will be willing to commission me for money when i open it up)
-depression will most likely be more consistant/ constant
-ill probably make more attempts while im disconnected since a good 90% of my friends are online
the only way i can stop them from not taking my computer is by doing work that's over due and turning it in today, but i don't have any of it done since a lot of things are really long projects (for example, 23 notes for a book i lost/ didn't do) so im ****ed
ramdom-person
05.12.2018 12:51
Linkwhen you knew you Screwed up
spaceguts[OP]
05.12.2018 12:52
Linkwow, great to know someone's genuinely concerned about the fact that the chance im gonna lose my friends and girlfriend and be forced to leave the community of people that like my art and look up to me and i might die
Meow-Master
05.12.2018 12:54
Linkparents are assholes!!! i wish you the most luck, you will need it....
Internet is taking too much out of real life anyways you should probably go outside and talk face to face with your friends and maybe even just you know go out and have fun.
the problem is a lot of my friends live in illinois or indiana, one of them all the way in canada. it's a little hard to meet all of them when they all live at the least 9 hours away and all in different states (one in a different country)
i've known a lot of them for years and they're really close, and when people ask me who my closest friends are they take up much of the list. hell, even my girlfriend is one of those people.
also nobody likes me irl so
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If schoolwork is causing so many problems for you you should probably focus on getting it done so you don't have late work in the first place. I know you're trying to set up commissions and whatnot to support yourself but right now you need to make it through school first.
Gotta prioritize the things that will relieve pressure from yourself.
I'd say more but I needed to get out of bed twenty minutes ago.
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I mean, we'll all miss you. 100%. But like YuriLovesSpaghetti said, this might be unhealthy. That doesn't mean that you shouldn't spend ANY time online, but (and I'm guilty of this too) you shouldn't spend ALL your time online. The only problem to this are your friends and gf-Nobody wants to not be able to talk to you. I really can't think of a definite solution for this. Be safe, and don't hurt yourself, because it will only cause problems later.