i THINK i feel happy, but i dont actually FEEL happy. i THINK im tired, but i dont actually FEEL tired. i WANT to live with my dad, but i dont actually WANT to. these mood swings ive been having are really hard to explain. [continue]

how do i feel and not think? how do i get better? how do i stop lying? how do i get ungrounded? when will i fix myself?

HOW do i even fix myself?