actually I stopped myself because I have a character called Kai on my Fenen world and that's where I'm gonna go so like

ok but you reality shift on a daily basis right like how do you do it, do you use a method or just "wheeee"

damn I tried once or twice but my mom and my sister were being loud as fu​ck and then after those I sorta didn't feel like it much but I'm gonna try again cause I am starting to hate my body even worse than before lmfakvdjsncdsnclhelp

I almost vomited twice in the shower because of my boobs I'm not kidding literally last night I considered jumping out my window and snapping my neck because I was like, "nah man I can't handle living with these fu​ckers for 5 more years" and I almost went on another goodbye spree oh my god

genuinely don't care if I get put in a zombie apocalypse or some shit at this point I just wanna be flat

yeah a few minutes ago I was thinking about committing forever box again after the shower thing but tomorrow we're making sundaes and watching the croods 2 movie so like maybe after that? /hj

I don't think I'll commit die anytime soon though summer just started and I got vaccinated so I can do whatever pretty soon oooh and I'm a teenager now maybe my mom will let me go in public by myself today would be an awful time to die, now that I think about it more

Did you write a script?

What the fu​ck I want to stay alive again? I genuinely haven't felt this in years goddamn. yeah I kinda hate it but it's the result of a good thing so it's fine

ah, I wrote one on a notebook paper but then I lost it so now I'm writing one in google docs

BAHAHAHAHAHAHJSCA ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶g̶o̶n̶n̶a̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶s̶e̶g̶g̶s̶ ̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶

wait shit I just realized two of the guys I wanted I screw most are straight and I recently decided that one is aggressively homophobic nooooo why did I do that

BAHAHAHBXANKSCJAKMLXSKLA

I literally wrote "***** size:" in my script sjdcdsjcn we are the same person

BAAGAAAGAGHF

BHSBCBAKCNASKJCN I'M DOING SEX CONGA LINE WE'RE ALL SLUTS HERE FDSNSDNCMCLK

̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ ̶1̶3̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶s̶c̶r̶i̶p̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶a̶d̶u̶l̶t̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶r̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶r̶a̶r̶e̶l̶y̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶a̶g̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶s̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶F̶e̶n̶e̶n̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶r̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶n̶o̶ ̶w̶a̶y̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶p̶e̶d̶o̶p̶h̶i̶l̶i̶a̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶e̶x̶i̶s̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶p̶e̶o̶p̶l̶e̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶E̶a̶r̶t̶h̶ ̶3̶0̶ ̶y̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶o̶l̶d̶ ̶a̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶a̶g̶e̶ ̶5̶ ̶s̶o̶ ̶i̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶f̶i̶n̶e̶

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are you making yourself like 30 or something