im not gonna go crazy or mad or yell either btw.

trying to write this in a way that isnt confusing please wait a few more min.

ok. im gonna be honest i did look. but i didnt saw the whole thing. i didnt know what yall said or anything. only the thing you said. and i know that was really shitty and stupid. i shouldnt have done that since it is a horrible thing to do and it ruins the little bit of trust we had. i also shouldnt be watching your acc even if im worried. because that is also shitty and shit and i apologize for it. and i know you probably dont believe me since i said it alot. but i am generally sorry and i wont do that again. i stopped talking to you because i knew you were getting uncomfy with me or i assumed you were venting about me. which 1 i shouldnt assume. i promised you i wouldnt. and 2 i should have said something to you. even if im worried or nervous or etc. it would have been way better to do that then vanish. i noticed you went through my acc and saw the anim. the rumor thing was about you saying you are pretty sure im dating a friend. i shouldnt have said that was a rumor but a thing that ticked me off-

that was the only thing i saw in the whole thing. but again. i should have not at all go in a vent thing that was you and the other person. i think it would be better for us to unfollow eachother. because i am being toxic and i need to get a better mindset before talking to you again. i mean im 16. and your younger than me. and i should act a little bit mature. no stalking. no looking at anims. or any of that stuff.

ah. well im sorry for getting butt hurt over that. it was a few days ago i think. i could be wrong. but if it wasnt me it would be someone almost the same as me. i remember you was saying something like "alr but just dont send people to attack me or stuff I DIDNT SEND PEOPLE TO YOU" or smth like that. everyone needs privacy. and i know i keep saying this alot. but im incredibly sorry for that. alr.

i understand. also. you shouldnt hide your feelings and stuff. if your angry. or upset you should have a right to vent or whatever. and i shouldnt get butt hurt over you trying to get everything out. everyone needs to get stuff out. and i shouldnt have vanished because you were venting about stuff. if it bothered me so much i should have talked.

i apologize for this whole thing. i dont got alot of time since i got to go to bed. but gn.

i wasnt giving a hint i was legit tired.. it was 11..im three hours ahead of you remember?. (everything i said on this post is nm..)