okay bye kms

literally not helping to criticize my ****ing??? ventz!!!! lol!! it's also not helping that the person I depend on the most can't be on fa for ike three months or that I don't have friends or that im in the middle of domestic violence or that I'm havng an identity crisis and it's really ****ing hard to know who I am if I can't remember bc OH MY GOD YOU HAVE A PERSONALITY DISORDER AND A MASKING DISORDER my dysphoria is off the charts my brother's assaulting his mom again, what can I do nothing? my grades are shit, and I have no way of fixing them, I can't celebrate pride month except on this sight B doesn't feel like me anymore,,, he's just a seprate ****ing person from me now?? I had to adapt my personailty again a new one each day my binder broke my sister keeps getting ****ing kidnapped by my step mother

or that wow!! IM EXPIRENCING SEXUAL HARRASSMENT AGAIN IM BEING SEXUALIZED BY MY FAMILY. OH NO WHAT YOU'RE ARMS??? NOOO I WANT TO ****ING DIG A HOLE STRAIGHT DOWN I WANT TO BE HEARD I WANT TO BE SEEN I WANT TO BE ACCEPTED AND LOVED I WANT TO BE ALLOWED TO CROSS MY LEGS AT SCHOOL I WANT MY EX TO LEAVE ME ALONE I WANT HIM TO STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT I WANT HIM TO STOP WATCHING ME I WANT HIM TO STOP TREATING ME LIKE AN OBJECT I WANT PEOPLE TO TREAT MY RELIGON LIKE A RELIGION

bye.

nvm not offing, whilst getting pills and rubbing alcohol, i had a sudden yearn for corn