i might go to my other alt not sure or should I just make another completely new of one of those accs dunno I think I should just toughen up and create what I want what if people find out so? worst thing that'll happen is you get hate and people unfriend me because of it true, still why not? I DONT WANT NO FRIENDS makes sense, you got [irl friend's name] tho yeah but no one at school knows about my account except for like one person who probably wouldn't care either they seem like they would tho and? you'll just go back to being a ****ing loner again so what that's the problem ?? i d o n ' t w a n t b e a l o n e . oh, yeah damn this is hard exactly (just wrote down thoughts of my contemplation