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AlexCatlonea[OP]
09.08.2021 13:23
LinkSo, I have dreams frequently and they are my main source of ideas for stories. I do have some that really **** me up though such as the dream with Cee and Daion and the dream with Sam and Staine. Last night, I had another one of those dreams that really **** me up. Long story short, I killed a lot of people and I took pieces of my friends and enemies and I put them together as these new monstrosities of nature. I even planned out how I could get away with it. I hate hurting people though. I don't really want to hurt anyone. This morning I told my friend and my romantic partner and my romantic partner didn't care and my friend thought it sounded fun. So that's just great. Literally all of the different jobs I've wanted to have is to help people and make people happy, but no. I hurt people and made them crimes of all things natural. So yeah, just guess my feelings don't matter to my friends or romantic partner.
AlexCatlonea[OP]
09.08.2021 13:25
LinkI might or might not have this be a story ide, but I turned the ones with Cee and Daion and Sam and Staine into stories, but those just screwed with my head for a little while. I woke up and felt absolutely horrible. I might just try to toss this and hopefully I'll just keep moving along.
I’m sorry that you had to go through a nightmare like that, and I’m so, so sorry that I made you feel worse. I didn’t realize that it was that ****ed up for you. I understand if you don’t want to talk to me for a while because of this, and I understand if you don’t want to forgive me for a long time. You can delete this comment if you want to, but just please believe me when I say this, Alex; I truly DO care about you, I DO care about your feelings, and I just wish I was able to show it better when it matters most.
I deleted my previous comment ((if you saw it)) because i felt i needed to do better
I didn't realize that it was so traumatizing and awful for you. Im really sorry for invalidating your feelings because I do know how it feels. I shouldn't've disrespected you like that. I know you might not see this or respond for a bit but we are really really sorry