I wish my anxiety didnt make things like this feel like life or death situations but here we are

maybe?? the only people who have offered to help have just gone “lmfao genderfluid”

its just the standard. i understand im afab and im cool with that but sometimes i feel way more feminine than usual and feel the need to express that but other times i really want to bind (i dont own a binder and im not small chested enough to use any alt methods i hate it ) and cut my hair short and go out and be masculine because it feels right and sometimes its for a whole day sometimes it changes. by the hour but other timesni feel like. both neither or something else to the point my friends have just started describing me like an identity crisis i also dont care what people refer to me as. hell i haveba rlly feminine name and have been gojng by andy since i was like 11 it wouldnt have made me so upset if it wetent oride fest here today and im volunteering and it finally hit me that im the only person i know that hasnt figurednit out and ive been trying to figure it out for. years.

ill look in a minute bc i :am: working at a pride fest rn camouflaging my anxiety with sunglasses im already considering genderqueer

alrighty!! sorry we were set loose to be unsupervised so we went to the nearest drag show lmfao