*huggos* i bouta murder dis bish

yk the main source of my depression

hes hiding something and wont talk to me hasn't for a month i know he sees my messages bc "his phone broke" then wowie he got it back and then gEE he ****ing disappears again its just none of the ****ing knives are sharp and my mom hid all the pills what the **** am i supposed to do i thought i was over this ffs

its not just that my moms tryna get rid of me i see and hear shit get all-knowing emails plus- more then one person is ignoring me the first person I've loved in about 7 years broke up with me my only irl friends got new friends, **** me lol its just overwhelming and this person he was the only one i actually trusted to tell things nobody else knows he used to spam me if i didn't respond for a single day i even have his ****ing hoodie i just idk whats going on

like is it so hard to ask that i can be happy for even a little bit? i cant go a few weeks without something depressing being added onto the pile ffs

ive seen my "friend" outside + with other people even called out to him i g n o r e d again and you're telling me that the coronavirus is why?

pfft bet