nothing to talk about.

no.

it's not you. i just don't want to live anymore.

I...

i wanna say it back but i've said it and meant it so many times and no one ever means it back and it scares me cause i actually do mean it this time i just want life to be over but i've failed twice now and don't want to try a third time only to fail again i have a lot of time to myself right now so no one suspects anything but i don't want t be alone anymore

i don't know

... i give in I love you too, it almost scares me how much and so easily it happened It's just I have really bad depression and anxiety after what happened to my mom I have a lot of trust issues, and i hate saying this but you probably aren't going to be the person i spend the rest of my life with, but I sure as hell am going to make the most of it I love you (again 💓 )

I'm just afraid of being abandoned after the whole thing with my mom..

No, she didn't leave, she died. She drank mostly to avoid us and yelled at my dad alot I feel like she left on purpose sometimes She was also the only link between me and my older brother Matthew, who is my half brother

No, it's ok 💜 No one ever asks and i wish they would

Matthew's ok, I only recently discovered he wasn't fully my brother I'm really sorry to hear about your dad, no one should treat you like that 💝

I'm also sorry for scaring you like that earlier 😢

I saw I feel super bad now

Do you really care about me that much? Like, really really? 💙💙

And now I'm smiling like an idiot again ^\\//^

No!! My smiles are ugly af

They are! Especially because of my fangs

Wait rlly?! Mine are because my teeth grew in really sharp (Theyre a bit duller than they were but I can still bite a pencil in half)

XD My little brother is constantly asking me to bite open food wrappers

I wanna sing again but my cameras dead 😢

Nah, it can't be that bad 😍 I think I have another camera here somewhere, but i can just wait Are you doing anything this weekend (just curious😘)

Probably sleeping in XD I only asked cause on the weekends we don't have school so more time to talk 😊 Which reminds me I have a bunch of science homework to do :(

Just write "*****" on it Nah I'm just kidding How does a drama test work?

It doesn't matter if it's the easiest homework in the world if it's even slightly annoying i automatically hate it

It's a good thing none of my family members are around

Cause uh Random wave of hormones 0///0

Ill just be in my shame corner for a few minutes

Oh really? Does that mean what I think you mean 😏

I'm just asking!!XD

I don't know what I'm supposed to do, im new to this >\\\<

This is the 69th comment tImE tO ****

I gotta go do my homework but ill be back in an hour 💞 love you cupcake 😘