I love you all, although I know none dare to come back to this place, I struggle typing these things and will most likely have another crying fit in a few moments.

I think about you often. Those whom I loved dearly and continue to wish the best for. I cannot name you as I doubt you still go by the same names I grew up calling you. I hope you are all in better places and maybe also I cross your minds once in a while.

Even to those I viewed as antagonists. We were all children. I know no longer the hate I grew up with but still carry the sorrow of slowly losing you all. I want to know if you are alright, just a good day in your life would make my heart whole again. I hope I left a print in your lives the way you have to mine. In another world I get to tell you these things in person but it is a shame I did not get the pleasure to grow up with you in person. I love you all, deeply. You are my perfect silence.

If nothing else, at least we'll always share the same moon.