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morning bus driver back to driving all times back to sitting on girls side all times

sometimes i just kinda want to carve out my insides and burn them all so i dont have to deal with organs and most times this is specified at sexual organs because fucjifnbgfa sghd d f sbh gross

itll be a long time until i can actually make real changes to myself and i might just off myself or some other stupid thing before then like maybe run away and get myself killed or starve or just get caught and then go die

almost cried at school cause of ****ing tiddy

stab me in the uterus

i just wan t,, ****ing not tits and a pp i want to grow a beard and get tired of shaving and just grow it out and start exercising with a friend and and become a lumberjack and disappear in the woods to never be found again

hhhhhhhdhgsjsjdgdjskxjgcjsbrgsujrhdgsgsjfgdfsf dysphoria can go heck off i didnt ask for a ****ing flesh pit between my legs that is supposed to build another human and rips itself apart and bleeds out once a month if i dont why the **** would anyone want this and now that i happened this way eventually im gonna have to deal with needles and shit for the rest of my life just to not ****ing want to die because pussy hormones trying to take back over when they obviously arent ****ing wecome here i have a huge ****ing fear of needles i dont want this om pretty sure there are other ways but they arent as quickly affective im pretty sure and i rlly dont want to have to deal with waiting for changes and other female bs very long and i want my man voice now i just want a man body and i cant and fbjdjjk

****ing lumps of human on my chest that will never do anything and are ****ing useless tiddy milk??? no i honestly would never want to feed a baby person with my nipple its just weird all thes masses of flesh do it hurt and make me feel bad and like small but not enough they are just enough to be noticable and ****ing disgusting cut these things out of me and sew me back up now please and ****ing uterus just gets in the way like a douche get out of my body and let me have a flat stomach you ****ing asshole

****ing bodies are just useless why cant we just rearange our own cells to look how we want like overtime just sending signals from brain guy to everyone else to reshape to have a better looks or like, fix your nose so you can breathe and like each time yu sleep your body works on it and just a few nights or more depending on whatever and bam like why cant we make bone cells easier and why cant we just make more nerve cells like wtf step up your game no one ****ing likes how bodies are like this ****ing rediculous i should be able to just ****i g sleep for two weeks straight and just ****ing absorb these tiddies and dissassemble whatever userus and ovary shit is inside me and maybe use it to make a peen and just not have to deal with all this biology ****ery