and i keep so much to myself and i wanna let it all out not

u sure, i dont want to sound petty or complaining for a bad reason and i dont want to sound annoying

well, if u say so

my step mom sucks, my dad suck, my life sucks, my school sucks, my friends suck, everything sucks. But anyways my mother told me today that when i turned 15 she wants me out the house, yet my older siblings can stay. My dad says that i lost my job because im lazy my siblings are assholes because i dont have good friends my 'friends' all think im a slut for being alive, they say that im ugly, toxic, a waste of time and air and that god must have dropped me when me made me. everyone in my school hate me because i talk to boys people get mad at me for defending my self its always my fault im always the one to ruin everyone's day

i hate when i come home there's no Hi or welcome back there only bunch of people telling me that im not good enough i hate that people i trust dont trust me i hate that people only love me for my body i hate that people look down at me i hate going to school to a bunch of fake ass whores i hate being alive because what the point i hate that when i look in the mirror i see some failure i hate that when i look in the mirror i see someone that used to be so kind and so happy to someone that always like '**** you' and '**** everything' i hate that i cant hold a relationship i hate that none of my relationships last i hate loving someone who doesn't love me back i hate that i cant do anything right and i hate waking up everyday to the same shit

i hate that nobody ever stays i hate that i cry for people who dont deserve my tears i hate writing about how much my life sucks i hate that the only way i can talk to people is online

and i hate the feeling when you know you let someone down

its fine