i barely graduated high school why the hell is my fam so convinced im going to college

i have the worst time management on this planet college would eat me alive bruh 🥀✌️

my friends literally thought i wasnt gonna graduate they were so supportive 🤣🤣🤣

they havent talked to me in weeks i cant reach out to people for the life of me bruh

ive literally lost so many friends bc of my horrible communication i genuinely dont know how to talk to people

lowkey my familys fault why did they raise me like this 🤣🤣🤣🤣✌️

maybe ill get a happy birthday from my friends if they even remember when my birthday is idk i avoided telling them but i just caved and told them anyways so

how do i get therapy without having to tell my parents thag i think something is wrong with me

my mom found out i was cutting and she didnt do anything ab it 🥹❤️‍🩹🌹✌️ but when a certain soemone else was struggling w their mental they got so much support and they went to therapy and everything 🥹🥹🥹 whatt he ****

im going on vacay tmrw watch me ruin ts for me bc i cant get my stupid mental under control 🤑🌹❤️‍🩹👍✌️🥹

i wish my dad stuck me in a sock or smth living sucks

i lowkey have autism but someone else in this family beat me to the diagnosis so im not allowed to be ill anymore

all the good disorders got taken :/

we cant both be depressed get ur own disorder u twat :///

i dont even want to see my friends it will probably make me spiral theyll be like wow o started college and i got my license and im working part time and then theyll be so what have u done all summer kylie and ill just kill myself in front of them

i dont even know how i have friends im genuinely so insufferable

the first like week i hung out w my friends i was so awesome and every day after that my social battery was drained af and i couldnt bare to be energetic w them that much

yes i am kylie yes i will never text u first no i will not make it to the hangout

yes i will bail on you last minute bc i got anxious 🤣✌️

i feel like i am just making excuses for myself but i genuinely have such horrible anxiety it just ruins a lot for me dude

i rlly rlly try to not be wnd to not be scared of all this stupid shit but i srsly cant help it bruh

yes i am kylie yes my voice trembles when i speak to a stranger no i am not going to do something meaningful with my life

how am i supposed to get help for my scared of talking to ppl disorder if im too scared to ask for help from ppl like bruh

yes i am kylie yes i suspect i have a few mental disorders no i am not going to do anything ab it bc im scared yes i am a snowflake yes my upbringing was lowkey normal and i am still somehow messed up

yes my family gave me all these opportunites and im wasting them yes i am a waste of space

i sound so edgy bru im too chopped to be acting liek this

yes i am supposed to be up in a few hours yes i cannot sleep yes this is my fault

kylie try not to get depressed after beijgn fine for a week impossible challenge

yes im just kinda venting idk ill be okie thank you for checking up on me ❤️

thank you ok ill remember that okie