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satanick[OP]
22.02.2024 18:32
LinkAmari is something im trying out really
satanick[OP]
22.02.2024 18:32
LinkIm loving this watercolor-y ass style rn help
this style looks so cool honestly.
are you preferring any of the new names more?
ALSO THIS IS SO OFFTOPIC BUT ON THE UMMM ANGEL THING AND WHATNOT DO I EVER FEEL A BIT FAMILIAR TO YOU ASWELL OR IS THAT JUST A ME THING AND IM BEING A WEIRDO
this is a very awkward question to ask but im curious
It's like.. vague-ish? I couldn't put my finger down on exactly why if I tried too hard, and I have before. If you HAD been Michael like I was half-suggesting earlier I think this familiarity would be much much stronger considering we spent much time together. But it's not distant I dont think...
the familiarity could very well be something entirely unrelated to this, like another kin thing
Not really? Comradery is the word that comes straight to my mind. So something like that, but I was a healer, not a soldier or warrior like Michael and Gabriel. So most faces and mems are fleeting in regards to companionship. It.. was frankly very difficult to have a relationship with anyone who wasn't right by His side, or just Him.
if you search up the word Comradery, it says its another word for camaraderie, which is defined as “mutual trust and friendship among people who spend a lot of time together.”
im wondering if we will ever find this out😭 like how did you even discover you were raphael?
It was initially me thinking I was gabriel because of the weird little mental connection and obsession I have with angels and ultrakill gabriel. Then I had a dream a little bit ago that was vaguely like.. m... Standing next to a man in those old robes by a river. Stirring it. Did some research thats literally. Tobias and the angel, me being the angel which is Raphael. I dont remember speaking to tobias I just remember stirring the river with the staff in my dream. Later had a random ass flood of memories
i wonder if ill get one of those
i dunno, maybe i could tell you then?
i used to feel drawn to gabriel for whatever reason, im thinking
like every time i would think of him whenever i had to do something bible related in my schoolwork stuff,
red curly hair? like ginger, is what he reminds me of
i have always wanted to be some kind of caretaker for others though, and i have always been caring and protective and whatnot. i dont know if thats just my personality, probably is, it feels like a purpose
like its my duty to help others
someone was telling me about how they have this BULLSHIT ASS FRIEND whos extremely rude to them and i genuinely wanted to bring hell upon them (the uhh person whos a complete jerk)
not only are they doing things that are cruel in general, but theyre doing them to someone close to me. i will NEVER stand by that
immm trying to think. Raguel worked with lots of //humans// and like. His colors were yellows and deep blues. stones like sapphire.. aventurine was one he worked with as well. ALSO !!! for the record he/him is a ranking title in heaven to be closer to God not like. an actual gender thing for us. Although there's some things I have issues with I suppose? Raguel, the name, means 'friend of god' and you've clearly shown adversity (?) to that
i really really love sapphire for no reason so um
i have also before wished to use he/him but in like, a strangely neutral way? i dont know
i have always been very grey area all my life. like i cant pick black or white, one or the other, im usually very neutral. but im also stubborn once ive set my thoughts to something
i was also that way with god, i was raised in a christian family but i didnt like satan or god, i also used to pretend i was both of their children at the same time but now im just ehhhh i dont really care
when i was “christan” i used to wish i could just be between heaven and hell, like a little room where i could see both
