And baby said- dance magic
Some stuff falling
fighter mulan°☆.。.:*・°
Shades.app
genji
The Plot
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9 comments
Navii1[OP]
17.02.2020 23:49
LinkI'm shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
yall cant deny this just ****ing admit that I'm worse than you
and to not make me feel better
I just,, cant???
I feel so weak
I feel sick
I feel like punching something
I'm mad and disappointed in myself
"dont compare yourself to others" oh so I just, be an ignorant idiot who wont reply to comments because I cant accept compliments and also not compare at the same time?
it's not so ****ing easy to 'cheer up'
I feel horrible
I feel like a waste
I dont want to be so behind
I dont want to be left on the track I'm running on while everyones ahead of me
I dont want to give up,
but I cant handle it either
I can fix this??
I keep going around and around in this daze that I'll do something good but the next thing is that I wont
why cant I do it?
I try, but it's no use
it's not worth trying anymore
I'd rather stay in the spot I'm in
so I wont make mistakes
so I wont hurt anyone,
betray anyone
I just,, ugh
I feel sick in my stomach just thinking of what
Navii1[OP]
17.02.2020 23:52
LinkI think I can do but actually cant
It's so stupid??
I'm stupid
I'm pathetic
I dont ask for help because I'm afraid
I'm afraid someone is gonna judge me or even suffer from my heavy lifting
I dont want anyone to feel like I do
I'd rather bottle it all up than let it out and make others lift for me
That's just,,,
so selfish
I hate it
I hate me
I dont want to be me
I want it to end
I'd rather be someone else than this rat shut that I am as a person
For **** sake please I'd rather be someone else
I dont want to be a waste of a living being
I want to be replaced
oh man...
i hope things get better.
and do you know why you think we're better than you?
because every person in the world
thinks others are better than them. because our prespective is jumbled. it's hard to see the good things in your own work sometimes, but others see god in your work. so much good.
but I feel like no one I talk to would understand and I don't want to put it all on them, I write songs about it and no one listens to it.
I write them to tell people things, so how can I tell them if they won't listen?
And, I'd rather be in someone else's shoes and not my own, but for some reason I can't seem to exchange these old pairs out for new ones. So I get it.