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LunaMidnight
28.07.2019 01:28
LinkWelcome back
ok-
the food was good, but i can kinda dislike the rest of it.
i was bored majority of the time, none of the relatives there, i liked-
the older kids seemed like ghettos, and the younger kids were annoying, or did stupid stuff.
my stomach hurt most of the time there, and when i had to use the bathroom, i saw a LIZARD. so, instead of me facing my fears and using the bathroom to throw up/ use it- i ran back to where the cookout was, and had a panic attack. i couldn't breathe, and i was crying my eyes out in front of my relatives- which was embarrassing-
i went to the beach, but due to being on my period (omfg) i was only able to go but so far.
i was alone at the beach- parents/people i knew was back at the cookout area, and the adults and teens who were supposed to be watching the kids was scattered across the beach- i didn't know anyone who was there, and couldn't find the lady who took me to the beach, i was afraid that i wouldn't be able to get back to my parents with the so, i just walked back
when i got back, i told my parents that i didn't enjoy being at the beach, alone. i was lonely, sitting on the dock, in the water, and no one bothered to try and talk to me. other than some little girl who splashed water on me for no reason.
so i was allowed to stay with my dad until we left.
i was bored outta my ****ing mind, tired, and felt sick. i was afraid to go back to the bathroom because of the lizard, and i managed to run into a frog, which caused me to jump and run back to them.
my dad didn't believe me when i said it was a lizard, saying "it was a stick or a bug, chill alana" while i was in my panicking state.
then my dad insisted on playing uno and some other games, which i won a whole bunch times, and the lady who had cake refused to give people it, but i managed to gett a few slices.
overall, i didn't like it. and i didn't like the beach. it brought back memories :')
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