i didnt get my point across in the last one, i meant to say is that even though ive known shyroselove, tps, rp, all the popular animators for a while, they basically dont talk to me anymore. even though we a small but friendship growing history together, i feel like they just abandoned my for the newer people and more " higher up people " that i bet they like more than me. i feel like im being lied to as well, people say im their idol, they say they love me, yet i dont feel like it. i voice in the back of my head keep saying that there just lies, and that im not good enough to talk to people like tps because im not good enough