A Rainy Day.
Story on paper
TheBallTurnedItUpsideDown
"Do you need healing?"
泣
Fight
Cannonball Flight
when you fall so low
by:
LlamasAndPianos 
110
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05.03.2018
46 comments
LlamasAndPianos[OP]
05.03.2018 13:54
Linkthat you start using your own advice at how to get motivation on yourself. I'm currently typing random thing in autocorrect and then searching images so I can draw.
I fall so far into the black emptiness of depression so much I might as well not fight it. . . but I do. For you. For everyone who loves me. I don want to drag them further down then they already are.
Are you okay? I'm serious. You keep telling me you are okay but I don't believe you. I do want to help, but you have to let me. Are you okay? Tell me what's up. I want to help.
Okay... So, I was kinda depressed before I met... Him. Let's call him, Jack... Jack, started out as a friend. I met him on flipanim and we talked quite frequently.
One day, he was telling me how he had a crush on this amazing, sweet, artistic girl. I thought it was Sayako because they flirted with eachother
He eventually gave in and admitted he didn really like sayako and that he liked me
I was shocked and scared and didnt wanna hurt him, so instead of hurting him, I was like, yea hahah It was you I liked the whole time (it wasn't)
I told my friends irl, and one of them was talking, and told sayako and Jack that I told her that Jack and I were dating
Sayako was mad and depressed, then he posted about hoe sorry he was. . . Something he said got me... I fell for him... He said he regretted telling everyone but me he loved them. I was flattered, because no one, NO ONE, before him had ever chosen me
oh, okay. Is that why you are so upset? Were you and Sayako friends, because if you weren't before this incident don't let it get to you that one person doesn't like you due to spite over your boyfriend.
Obmere and I would have compettions of who loved eachother the most, and we would flirt. Everyone hated it.
Then don't join the competitions. You aren't being forced to do anything, if you don't want to do it don't
also, it's fine. However if he breaks your heart prepare to find him dead
Okay, I don't think you should be coming to me for love life advice. I'm still single and I have been for eleven years. I'll help in any way I can but I can't help a lot when it comes to love