waiting for my first therapy s
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ToxicWolfFox 
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25.09.2020
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ToxicWolfFox[OP]
25.09.2020 18:26
Linksession*
anyways
how you guy's day?
eh i could be better
at least i only have 2 assignments to finish for school
hey, its been like a week, you probably really hate me now, but i just want to say, have a great day and i hope you are okay
damn i know you miss me and all but just...
im still not good bro
its going to take forever for you to be trusted by me...
i could talk without lashing out now
ive relived most of my stress an everything but you still have no idea how much you deeply hurt me
you verbally abused me i was so scared some of the times i was afraid to break up with you
my emotional and mental state was terrible
i dont want to hurt you or anyone but its hard to not hurt you when youve done so much to hurt me
i liked our realationship
i wanted to stay in it forever
but you suddenly changed
i miss the old you..
and maybe one day we could be friend
have a good life and stay safe
and i can't forget about this i really can't
but i will try my hardest to keep it a secret with me.
my mental health days ago was really terrible, and i kept getting flashbacks of things that happened in the past. i used to suffer like you too. i was cyberbullied, also verbally abused and ditched by my best friends and left alone in the past. and thats basically the reason why i used to do disgusting things to people like you. i just dont know why my soul picked you to be the one to be the victim. i wish i could help you and talk everything out, because i still like you, i miss you, you are an amazing person, i really liked you, but i know you dont like me anymore
everything is hard but it will get better i promise
you still have great friends you have jello and ruckus
i know you will survive
stay safe alabams