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p1llAr[OP]
17.02.2018 22:51
LinkYou've always been so..
Empty.
Empty and numb since you can remember.
You're so used to it, it's been implanted into your mind as ''Happiness''.
The only difference from you now from you then.
Is actual happiness.
If you could restart everything, you would.
If you could be okay, you would.
You've only been getting worse.
And worse. And worse.
And.
Worse.
p1llAr[OP]
17.02.2018 22:51
LinkAll it started with was Two types of Anxiety and Low self esteem.
Either grafted into your mind from being a perfectionist,
or because of them.
Then everything slowly took over you.
Engulfing you in inescapable darkness.
The light's dimmer than dim.
It's hardly even there anymore.
You can't see, and you hate to breathe.
Stuck in a murky abyss that you're too deep in to escape.
You're slowly vanishing.
Breaking over and over like glass smashing against the floor.
Leaving cuts and scratches representing the pain.
It all drags you down, further into the darkness you're in.
they refuse to notice.
they think you're okay.
but really, you've nearly given up.
..maybe if i take a break from the world..
..maybe it won't..
it probably won't...
p1llAr[OP]
17.02.2018 22:51
Link..maybe you're just an idiot.