this is for you
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TimeStart[OP]
03.05.2020 15:01
Linkif you don’t have support in your daily life
I’m that support. Hi.
my mom says she supports me as a trans,so i told my aunt and of course, my aunt told my mother that shes happy for me and my mother decided to threaten me yesterday and now im confused if she even supports me lol so im just sitting my ass down waiting for the day i get to go to therapy to just spill it out since i cant even get a binder,and then they can tell my mother themselves that it is not a phase but i can only go once the covid-19 ends. ive been staying up doing allnighters,being loopy for two days due to it and comfort eat, even though i just want hugs,support and someone to talk to.
even though my phone wont work,i just stay in bed waiting till all of it is over so i can just get hugs,love,kisses on my forehead because it makes me feel safe and okay but i cant because if i even have one single attitude i might get hit on the face.
I get it! I’m not able to come out because of my Christian house and family or talk to anyone.
And people being offended or hurt by the idea of people wanting to be who they are is ridiculous. My friend is trans and I made him a binder but because of the pandemic I can’t get it to him.
This whole thing really sucks especially for people with dysphoria who can’t find many ways to deal with it or cope.
the worst, is my top dysphoria.
but i cant get a binder till im 16 to show its not a phase and my long hair makes me want to cry so bad and i just want to be in someones arms, even my nightmares,trauma,episodes and flashbacks make me afraid but to my mother im just tired.
sleep deprivation made me loopy for 2 days lol-
yeah,ill try also no u <33
i just someone to hold on to thats all hah.