Well Sometimes I wonder What would the world be like if i didnt exist? Like Would people be happier, would they be sadder, what would happen? I remember when I was like, 8, I would lay in bed wondering, "Would people forget about me when I die?" And it would just be in the back of my mind for months afterwards. I would cry about it every night. And it just came back to me today..

s h i t now I'm crying, i feel so bad now. I just dont know why i ever thought that it wouldnt matter if I was gone... At some points I felt like it would be better off without me around, like how I always caused other people problems. I always thought people were just pretending to like me because they didnt want me to feel bad about myself, thinking, "Am I not good enough for them? I'm like a little rat compared to them. They're so perfect and popular, and I sit at the lunch table alone all the time." But I found someone who supports me and would never stand by when i was feeling sad (you uwu) ^^

I'm trying lol My parent probably think I'm crazy or smthn hehe

Uuuhhmmmm 2 in the morning But it's ok because I always stay up this late And my whole family is awake

Heheh. I bave really bad insomnia so I kinda cant sleep :(

Have*

I dont have medicine for it Plus i have anxiety disorders which contributes to that :'D

Oh my god same!

You're like my clone :0 What's the phobia of being alone called?

OoHHH Okey thx uwu

xD Everyone in my house is still awake

Oof I havent had mine yet. Im about to grab it tho

Oof its like 1:30 in the morning here