ok.. so.. its really hard for me to live like this.... my art sucks and nobody even knows me anymore.... my sister wouldnt stop being mean to me every since i was a baby (my mom said) plus! i just feel like im getting sick of this. getting sick OF ALL THIS HATE! I ****ING HATE LIFE! all the scars on my arms really hurt. all the blood I lose makes me feel weak.. even more then usual.i don't feel the same... being hated by everyone you love is just....... SHIT